Growing up my parents were divorced. I always remember my mom telling me I was a bad child. And that she needed to find me a father figure. WTF?!?! What does that actually mean? She would ￼ constantly start arguments with me. Or get jealous of me if I achieved something's school or work. I … Continue reading Toxic parents …. Breaking the cycle.
It seems like I can't get you out of my head. We haven't been together in over three months. And it seems like it was yesterday you broke up with me. You had some type of magic over me. You knew what to say or what to do. You knew how to push all of … Continue reading Yesterday
So the next silent disease I want to talk about is depression. Depression has so much to it and a lot of stigma around it. I'm only going to get into what I know about it, personally and what I've seen with other people. I will admit that I have depression, not to the point … Continue reading The silent disease(s) Part 2
I know my posts have not been my usual sexy, confident self. Well a lot has happened and I have realized a lot of things. I think this is something that needs to be discussed. Things we don't talk about, things we put in the corner of our minds to forget about. I made this … Continue reading The silent disease(s) part 1
Ok maybe it's me. Or my mind. So I work at a coffee shop, where an attractive guy comes in and always buys a iced white mocha. White mocha to me is very boring. But my sexual mind is now working and thinking. Maybe it's all the sleep I've had. Or something. But we are … Continue reading Something about white chocolate.
Ever feel like you can't get up? You can't move cause your so sad? No one ya there to help cause they gave no fucking clue? Well that's me. Depression has many faces. I have a fake it till you make it. Meaning I act ok on the outside but in the inside I'm hurting … Continue reading Drowning, dating break, and depression
I haven't thought of you in a bit. But I had a dream of you last night. A dream telling me you made a huge mistake. You missed me like hell. I wish that was true. I miss your hugs, I miss your touching, I miss everything about you. Everything lately seems to have gone … Continue reading In my dreams