So end of February I ended up getting COVID. Thankfully I was vaccinated, but I still had it pretty bad. But not bad enough to be in the hospital. I am finding it hard to get my energy back. I spoke to my therapist about it and as well as my dr. They say it … Continue reading Feeling blue. The after effects of COVID
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Changes are ahead
If you guys didn’t know I work in a hospital. I work as an nursing assistant in the OR ( midnights). Tuesday after the holiday I get an email from my supervisor telling me that they are giving me the option to have me work mornings or afternoons , since they are getting rid of … Continue reading Changes are ahead
Depression, socializing, and dating
Hi guys! Sorry it’s been a while. I was seeing someone plus going to school. Working in a hospital during Covid and all that other stuff. I realized that I need to go back to blogging and journaling, in hopes that I can get out of my rut. So last summer I was seeing someone, … Continue reading Depression, socializing, and dating
The art of being happy
adjective 1. feeling or showing pleasure or contentment So what does it take to be happy? Or happy in what? I can tell you that depression takes away your happiness and swallowed it whole. It also depends on the person or what you are doing. I am happy when I’m with my kiddos, cause I … Continue reading The art of being happy
When you show you care
So I’ve been seeing R for a few months now. And I really like him. And I’ve debated if he felt the same about me. My stupid anxiety. So I think I found my answer in a few statements he had said to me. Last week he returned from KY. He told me that there … Continue reading When you show you care
Ugh birthday blues
So today feels like any other day except I turn 40. But why do I feel so blue? I was thinking about it and I realized I had some major set backs. I was hoping that I would of been it close to finishing school. And as well as losing some of this surgery weight … Continue reading Ugh birthday blues
Fabulous 40
The big 40 will not scare me. It’s just a number. My birthday is on Tuesday. I’m another year older, another year smarter, and braver than I have been in a while. In the state of Michigan we are still in quarantine until the 12th of June. So not much will be open plus I … Continue reading Fabulous 40
I will not have feelings… damn it…
It must be me. I catch feelings to easily. My one friend is concerned that I will get hurt. So I told Mr. F this. I told him I don’t want to be hurt like last time. Which I told him about my pervious relationship. He agreed and said he did not want to be … Continue reading I will not have feelings… damn it…
Let’s get kinky
So they guy I’ve been seeing is awesome. He stimulates my mind as well as my kink side. I found out HE likes his butt played with. I was like ok. Be er really did that to a guy. But to each his own. So I decided to try it on him. So I found … Continue reading Let’s get kinky
Crap I caught feelings
So I’ve been talking to this guy since before my surgery and the shut down, pandemic crap. I really like him a lot and it made me feel like we were dating via text/ talking daily. So what happens? I catch feelings. It really came to me today when I found out he was in … Continue reading Crap I caught feelings
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